Before I made a real commitment to Christ I had a light conscience. My sin rarely bothered me. When having to confess I struggled to even remember my faults.
Now, after I have made a real commented to Christ. Now that I have started to Practice the presence of God, as often and as hard as I might try there is a change. I feel when I have sinned, immediately, I know when I have done wrong. I am embarrassed and exposed in front of Christ.
Some actions and just that embarrassing, I apologise and put them behind me, my beloved Lord immediately forgets.
Others actions place a barrier between myself and Christ, cutting me off. Stopping me from Practising the presence of God. An awful cloud, like a very bad destructive atmosphere between myself and our Lord. When I feel like this the only solution will be to attend the sacrament of confession.
The feeling generated by Mortal sin is a real deterrent.
Now, after I have made a real commented to Christ. Now that I have started to Practice the presence of God, as often and as hard as I might try there is a change. I feel when I have sinned, immediately, I know when I have done wrong. I am embarrassed and exposed in front of Christ.
Some actions and just that embarrassing, I apologise and put them behind me, my beloved Lord immediately forgets.
Others actions place a barrier between myself and Christ, cutting me off. Stopping me from Practising the presence of God. An awful cloud, like a very bad destructive atmosphere between myself and our Lord. When I feel like this the only solution will be to attend the sacrament of confession.
The feeling generated by Mortal sin is a real deterrent.
